Everything went so wrong!!!! I hate this feeling man....really hope he noe how i felt!!!....it is torturing...but if he noe he will avoid me le...so better be quiet...
Today whole day study at home lehx...only start using now com...very stressed...chem so difficult!!!!....tml paper gonna last until very late...paper 1 & 3 ....scary!!!!....
ytd went chalet bbq....eat quite little but dunno why dun feel hungry....weird!!!...a big group of us went for bowling...1st game quite alright...but the second game is totally screwed up bcaz of colleen!!!...wan me to conference n playing at the same time...i oso not pro...lolx...joking...my cousin slipped and fall...orh bi...caz he dun wanna go change shoe...hahax...his foot went into the drain...aft that his bowling ball oso went into the drain...his actions damn funny!!!!....tell garry and colleen but onli one response...the other one abit slow n humorless...who arx...colleen lohx...hahax...met steph there too...
so what comes up next in my mind is still him him him....i dunno like it...but couldnt control....anyone can help pls help....he is making my crazy!!!....he is the onli one i rather remain slient than to sae it out...why...i oso dun get it...
worrying mind hurt...hurting heart swell!!!
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