Be the day passes....i felt even more hurt whenever i heard ur voice on the phone and face to face....As the day passes...i felt like my heart is going deeper without my notice...everything felt so wrong now....i jus couldnt stop myself thinking about u everytime...it hurts whenever i m doing something that is for u, heard something that is about u, doing things when u were jus around me....my heart beat beats faster & faster!!!! i asked myself why m i like that....i didnt noe what to answer...
Today, i m going to my cousin chalet....dunno why i suddenly dun feel like going to anywhere but stay at home...but eventually i will be forced to go....ytd...me n colleen went to meet her chingay friend, justin, i think he is quite a alright person...the joke of the day was....when we r on the fourth lvl of junction 8, jus outside the cinema, colleen drop her a maths textbook with alot of seperate paper inside...wow it is the first time i m seeing snow in singapore man!!!...everything flew out...the book hit onto an uncle...when we went down the ppl around there told us...so colleen went to sae sorry....BUT THAT UNCLE "DIAO" HER!!!!...hahax....yupz...she deserve it!!!!....lolx...hahahahaax....sry colleen i jus cant stop myself from laughing!!!!....
zhen de mahx:...something i cant control my emotions, so i went quiet, hope u dun mind....i hate saying that i m jealous but i have to tell u....sorryyyy....i admire ur edurance something too...about him...but i m not like u....i will get mood swing easily....so sorry....
fun fun: something things r sensitive to sae....things r not meant to be said but feel...hope u get what i mean....n thanks for consoling me ytd....but nth can change...if could i will bring back the time when he dun even noe her....i m seriously!!!...thats how deep....
Ah gao:...be more brave can....everyone is showing their feelings...why not u....she wun eat u up either....she is friendly....nth will affect the friendship...
hmmm....lastly A_kuberz_genes sry that i couldnt be with u all so often....is not that i change my circle of friends...but u noe exams...the way i study is not the way u all study...so...THE FOUR OF US MUZ GO OUT TOGETHER AFTER THE O LEVEL CHINESE OK?.....hope u understand!!!! my darlings....
sorry my first post...abit long...
the hurt that nobody will understand....
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