not having a good mood since ytd...what is the problem with me man...i dun even noe it myself...acutally going out todae to meet shelly, ended up i cancelled the whole thing while walking out from my house to the bus stop...everything seems to be confusing me...nth gets right in my way...u asked me to make a decision on where to meet, where to have our lunch...it really pissed me off...it is not that i wanna be unreasonable...but i m jus not in the mood to think about stuffs and that i jus wanna be brought to places and not bringing u to places...get it...sorry to have cancel it all of a sudden...dunno what have got into me...no mood for everything...jus feel like slacking at home, jus wanna lie on my bed and sleep the whole day...but i cant get into sleep too...how can i bring myself back into this bloody body...where is my spirit?...where is myself?...i dunno...jus wanna talk to u...
i shan't put any blames on anyone now...the sotry about u, a she, will be too long to be listed out here...
In Confusion....
4:29 AM
