hope everything will get back to normal aft reading what ding wrote...everything MUST get back to normal...i shan't say anymore about him to anyone alrdy...it will only make me seems more stupid n dumb...i will control my emotions from NOW ON!!!...i will jus let it go...but if what i let go got back n seems to be "injured"....U R DEAD...!!! i will continue to be a listening ear for u...i will try to be myself n not break down like a retarded...ding i wanna have the power u have to control urself...i noe everything will be fine...
Anyway i still have my darlings, A_kuberz genes...my rock, my wife who gave me honey water, da 5 and lastly my new invention...Happy pair...hahax...everything will be so fun with all of them...i noe none can take over him but they definitely can bring me out of the dark, dirty and saddening well...i have went so deep in but they have brought me up one step at a time...it will heal...even though i still have so hopeless hope for u...i will bring myself to think that it is all useless...
ding thanks for ur scoldings...and everyone's encouragement...love u all...dun worry about me... and ding...i really have to use ur phrase sometimes...caz i have to use that to answer to some meaningless thoughts and some dumb questions asked by some retardeds...i will definitely treat u to some stuffs as a return for ur copyright reserved fees...hahax...mayb...once i have my money...shelly as for u...pls dun run away alrdy...surely u noe running is not a way to solve the problems...faced it, u dun have to accept it...slap him if u need...go ahead...but in the end he is still a friend k...have to end here...otherwise all my post will seems so long and wordy...
**hope u will have fun there...come back with a smile, and stop think about useless stuffs and stress urself up...looking forward to hear some ghost stories from u...ghosts r jus around u...hahax...
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