please dun ever treat me so nicely!!!...i m really scared...afraid of falling!!!...i m a ger who cant control my feelings...it changes easily!!!...and i hate it too...i really do appreciate the nice way u treated me always...but what i m thinking is definately not what u r thinking!!!...so pls...bear with me too...i jus might blow up easily...sometimes i dun even noe why i do that...but i jus couldnt control!!!... i m really really sorry!!!!
Shelly Sling Ding...I do wan to be able to survive on myself instead of depending...do u think i like the feeling of getting commited and being abandoned?...no one like that feeling ok...but i jus couldnt control...and i hate to be lonely...i oso dunno what i wan and what i m doing now...so dun always say me until like i really need one...i m not a slut ok...
I cant find my medicine actually...CANT BE BOTHERED!!!!
*****Gonna be boring tonight!!!!...damn boring!!!!...hate it... ding shelly all went for gym camp...leave me alone at home...what shld i do at home todae man...hiaz
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