The Words You Spoke

Saturday, September 17, 2005

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU

Why are you doing this to me? I'm utterly upset and is breaking down soon. Why? I just dont understand why did you leave and come back to me again? Make me fall in love with u once again just to break my fragile heart? Is this what you want? If its so, you have suceeded in breaking my heart into uncountable pieces. Happy? I hate to hurt myself, yet you kept on hurting me for years and years I know its not you fault for not being able to give me what i want? If you cant, why let me have hopes and break it again ? I dont blame you but i just dont understand. I rather u leave things as it is and nv come back to me again. Then i wont be in such a miserable state now. I feel so helpless/

=Wishlist
Eyunhunk!!! I dunno whether is it idolized but i love him too much!!!
More clothes
Dresses
Shoes
Make up my mind on everything in life!!!
Hope that all my loved ones will enjoy their life and be happy