i will be going through another round of depression. but it shld be easier to overcome bcaz it is not the first time. yea sarcastic, i cant think of a better way to form the sentence. u wouldnt understand how i feel, u always sae i m "the only dumb one that see something special in u", but thats jus feelings right, i cant explain that too. i dun wanna sound so pathetic, i wanna be strong, i know if i wanna do it i can, i know if there isnt anymore distraction from u i will be able to forget u again or mayb jus put u aside. i cant force myself to think that u r my friend, i cant pretend that i feel nth, neither can i force myself to forget everything that happened. i cant blame it all on u, but u should understand, but at this point in time i jus cant do all the above. Sorry!
can u all believe it, O levels r jus 24 days away!!!! time is flying!!! i m scared!!! today i suddenly feel that i m gonna miss whitley after i leave. i m so sad!!! surely "someone" will find it stupid. but seeing the photo we took during sec 2 (i think shld be after a netball inter house match) in one of the slides, make me think about all the years back in whitley, actually the teachers aren't that bad after all. STUPID YI AN I WILL NEVER FORGET AND NEVER GONNA FORGIVE U!!!! lol.
time to really chiong!!! shld i sae i have been slacking all this while or dreaming? Shld be dreaming. wake up!!!
Anyway what sling sae is right, i feel that in all my life, our clique of friends r the most caring bunch, donating our coin to u, dine, shows it. lol!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!
lastly, to tell u, the guy who always make a big shocking change in my life, i m not happy at all! but i think i have grown up.
the 3 years pact is still on, alright?
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