Finally I pick up my guts to blog about this. There should be no one reading this, haha everyone should get bored of my slow updating speed.
Actually i dunno what I should say. Or maybe i m afraid of saying, caz I m the one who choose to give up. But i just feel like blogging. Until now, no truth and complete story was told, no one knows the whole picture. This is bcaz i dunno how I should say, I dunno what i should say, as this is all my fault. Everything seems to be bottling up in myself, but i know that i have no rights to feel that there are things in my heart that i dare not say.
Should i say that i deserve it, maybe i should. As what constance says, I should learn to get use to it, i choose it this way. I was the one who started everything, and now i m the one calling a stop. I should just feel that there are nth wrong and that i dun feel a thing. That should be better for the two of us, bcaz i m just a girl who regret every single thing that i do.
I have no rights to feel a thing, I should stay as what i m now, feel nothing, dun let anyone worried.
9:08 PM
